Living in a black and white world

2009-09-02T03:50:00.001-07:00

honestly I think something is wrong with me
keep feeling down
keep feeling tired
keep getting easily irritated and annoyed
i think i need help
i hope people would stop blaming me for the things i didnt do
just because i'm there to be blamed
i just dont want to say anything
it's not that im fine with it
i just dont want to do anything impulsive to destroy another relationship
i already broke enough
for those who are going to say im emo shit and stuff
i dont give a shit
honestly
yes i know im not the only one with problems
but can at least someone teach me how to cope
and i would stop disturbing everyone
you're expecting me to cope by myself
have you tried being in my shoes?
you havent
so please
dont think you know alot about me
i just wanted to be normal
it's not my fault im born stupid
no matter what i do
i'll never understand what the FUCK is going on through ur mind
i'm really tired of everything
come to think of it, i really dont know why im still holding on to life =.=
not saying that im going to suicide in case some people start tagging hate tags like " MY LIFE IS WORSE" or some shit like that
just ranting
not saying that my problems are the biggest
anyway
looking for listening ears
haha
if there's anyone out there for hire
i'll pay you nothing to be my listening ear :D
hehe
ok bah, thats all guys :D
sorry i didnt post for long
anyway
a few nice songs
here we go again - demi lovato
go search on that
:D
and......... ehhh
i did badly for my prelims
so ya
hope i can do better for Os
haix
JIA YOUS ALL! final stretch le
come to think of it, i'll miss my class mates after Os
since im not expecting us to keep in touch
yeaps
byes~

2009-09-01T04:53:00.000-07:00

Can someone teach me how do you overcome a fear that keeps coming back to chill your spine?

2009-07-10T06:32:00.001-07:00

Thank you to the small girl i met on the street
and i feel sorry for you...
thanks anyway =)

2009-06-01T06:57:00.000-07:00

hihi everyone
just had my O lvls chinese..
horrible
im going to screw it up, kinda expected that
haha
sometimes i wonder, alot of people want to know the "truth in life"
why are we here
why does this happen
why do problems come about
blahblahblah
and all those questions we ask ourselves
but how often do we look at children?
i mean
have you guys actually go and LOOK at how happily they smile
AND DO THEY GO ROUND ASKING STUPID QUESTIONS ABOUT TRUTH IN LIFE?
answer is
THEY DONT DAMN IT
sometimes, the saying "ignorance is bliss"
APPLIES
i mean
personally i rather live in a world of lies and never know the truth, yet be able to smile and live my life happily and fully
compared to knowing so much truth and facts that i get so miserable and sad with myself and people around me
why do u want to use more effort to find things that ain't going to make u happier, and on the contrary more upset?
i mean
why know the truth if hiding from it can make u happier
obviously i don't mean u hide from things like ur results or shit
but then again
worrying over something isn't going to make it disappear
thinking over something that is going to happen and still worrying over it
making urself even more worried by thinking even more
why?
i really dont understand why
it's fine to know facts abit here and there..
but
knowing so much
worrying so much
is just going to make urself miserable
and people around u miserable
why bother?
honestly?
i dont understand humans
somehow sometimes i think they are so easy to figure out
yet so freaking hard
maybe alot of people out there are thinking
"Samuel, you idiot, ignorant brat, blogging like u know alot about the world"
okay
fine, maybe i dont
BUT
do those kids that laugh ever so happily KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THE WORLD?
they dont?
i still feel the key to happiness is to STOP THINKING SO MUCH
for GOODNESS SAKE
WOULD PEOPLE JUST STOP FREAKING OUT!?
i know the world's a terrible place
but not THAT bad right?
if only we were all kids again
i really wish i was back to a small boy
haha
those were the happy times
okay lah, enough of ranting, no one reads this anyway
just a personal thought
no offense to anyone what so ever
take care everyone
good night and have a nice day
Bye

2009-05-01T21:03:00.000-07:00

BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED!
i know i seriously shouldnt be saying this now cuz it's exam period =.=
BUT
I'm so bored, and not because i have nothing to do, but more of because i DON'T want to have things to do.
i resorted to maple
now
how lame is that!?
hahahaha
im a lvl 27 pirate now in aquila~
YAY
HAHAHAHHAA
anyway
little things have been happening lately.
nothing interesting.
just realised how looks can be decieving.
and how some decent looking people
can end up being quite the contrary.
it's kind of true how things work.
just when you think u know the person very well
BOOM
you're wrong :D
hahahahahah!
okay
random thought =.=
next
i realised that, it's about a year since i gotten my phone.
and i realised that Alvin is exceptionally skillful at remembering dates =.=
anyway, common test is coming,
so is the Chinese O level Papers.
may everyone do well and score A1s :D
hahaha
once again
JIA YOU EVERYONE
this is the last year liao
ALL THE WAY!
haha
that's about all bah,
BYE FOLKS :D

2009-03-31T06:27:00.000-07:00

YOYOYOYO!
hahaha
long time since i posted here, can't say im really busy.
more of lazy
haha
=) but im sure i'll be forgiven~ lalala~
hahahaha
anyway
enough of the haha's and shit
let's get straight to the point
*gives serious face*
I LOVE DARK CHOCOLATES!!!!!!!
lols
okay, nevermind =.= that was totally random and uncalled for.
haha
but i really really REALLY LOVE CHOCOLATES!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
random things that happened over the past few days.
went to rong jie's house with elton and bobby(chang rong) to do chinese project
and to realise my death =.= as the weather forecast man
basically, those idiots put me that cuz i had training =.=
and i have to get poured with water for that dumb role =.=
not that i mine la
but yea, i'll look stupid on film.
hopefully mediacorp sees my acting talent and recruits me :D
or not.
lols
i realised that i have hell lot of nicknames for chin boon
chin chin, boon boon, chinchilla, chinnychinny boonboon.
okay, maybe not alot =.=
brings me back to last year when i had more nicknames
haha
and it all started with Miss Goh (now mdm Goh) calling me sammy =.=
haha
hmm
many many memories..
sometimes i wonder, will we forget all the times we have with each other and all this would just be part of ur memory
hmm
nvm, im thinking too much =.=
been suicidal lately~
lols
i miss jack tan
LOLS random =.=
did i mention i love dark chocolates?
CHOCOLATES!
i have a feeling i sound like a girl (i'm very sure KC would comment on this =.= )
haha
to all the tags on my taggy
all i wanna say is
sorry for not updating la
for ur daily entertainment :D
haha
my famous quote stands =)
"life sucks, the end" - samuel lim
HAHAHAHA
okay la
maybe it doesn't suck
ups and downs bah
like sin and cos graphs..
hopefully not tangents =.=
didn't touch the piano much lately, getting kinda rusty~
and im super addicted to a PSP game called patapon 2~
pata pata pata pon *marches forward*
pon pon pata pon *whacks chin boon*
LOLS!
hahahahahahha
okay =.=
im crazy~
tmr is april fools day
hope it isnt too boring
or rather too interesting
hope everyone does well for O lvls
hope i do better than anyone else
LOLS
=.=
okay, im selfish, but who doesnt hope that =.=
KC dont come and be a idiot and tell me you dont hope that =.=
okay la
also nothing much to blog about
hope i ROD soon, then can rest from CCA
and concentrate on my studies..
Mum's running a flu, hope she gets well
dad as well
hope im not next
haha
everyone take care of ur health and drink lots of water~ haha
take care everyone!
until next time =)
BYE!

2009-02-25T04:06:00.000-08:00

life sucks
the end

2009-02-24T02:51:00.000-08:00

COMMON TEST COMMON TEST AND MORE TESTS!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
siao la
i never study for anything so probably im just going to fail, or barely scrape off the passing mark =.=
just realised something..
how much i miss sec 1..
though i always claim that it was terrible and how i hated it..
but i actually kind of wish i was still a sec 1..
haha
how carefree my life was...
sure there was homework..but then again, it was pretty simple.
compared to what im having now, and the things i would be having later on in life.
time seems to pass so darn fast..
i still can remember my 1st day in school =.=
sitting beside zhao kai for one whole term
i still remember how fucking irritating he was =.=
he's alot better now though
haha
still in my class..
sad =.= (i hope he doenst read this :D )
hmm
then again..
i kind of regretted i spent my sec 1 - 3 being an emo shit person..
ruining the mood of everyone around me..
and wasting my time being so...dumb =.=
at least now im alot better off..
haha
sec 4...
busiest time of my life =.=
i have never felt so packed with things, though im sure other people have more things..
hmm
somehow, being a photo-hater...
i kind of hoped i had taken photographs in the past..
haha..
but all that behind..
hmm
JC/Poly life is going to be a start of a new story i guess..
another busy marathon..
yet another journey of friends and troubles..
and memories..
beautiful memories..
haha
i shall end off this post with a video, which i find is very the nice
haha

enjoy urself =)

2009-02-17T07:50:00.000-08:00

after much prompting, i decided to post on this near dead blog =.=
anyway, alot of unfortunate events happened recently and im kind of tired out by them but nevertheless, life is still wonderful
haha
just chatted with mr tan on msn and asked him about what public speaking topic and he told me to write on how brilliant he was=.=
looks like the good fresh air over his country aint doing him any good, he's still ask egoistic as ever..not surprisingly.
lessons as per normal, still as boring as ever =.=
alfred told me today if i went to the toilet to pee to many times, i might spoil my kidney ( don't know how true) cuz i go to the toilet like at least..10+ times a day?
which is quite scary...
haha
who ask me drink so much water~
thennnnnnnn
it's 12 am now and i'm still not asleep as i had an afternoon nap just now~
haha
waiting to be sleepy then i go orhorh
i wonder who still uses this term =.= orhorh..
lols..
hmm
OKAY, IM TIRED
LOLS
=.=
okay la, i go sleep, will update more frequently, if got things happen, like bomb or some shit =.=
hahaha
nights/ morning everyone~

2009-01-27T05:17:00.000-08:00

BACK FROM MALAYSIA!!!
man....it was boring like CRAZY~~~
hahaha
saturday, left for the bus at 3 pm...was just..road, road, more roads...
then there was the PSP to save me :D haha
so i kept myself entertained for the bus ride with my psp and sleeping~ lols
haha, reached KL at around..9+++? then reached my grandma's house at 10+++
thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, i bathed, then slept :D
1st day..gone~
haha, 2nd day.. woke up at around..9+++? which was...surprisingly early..cuz i thought it was 11+++. or at least i was hoping it was 11+++
hmm
realised their roti prata is like..double the size of Singapore's roti prata~ omg la..big like crazy =.= compared to ours, that is..
haha, spent the WHOLE day at the house =.=
time has never passed more slowly.. and i slept for 2 hours in the afternoon.. and it felt like forever =.=
okay..skip that..
2nd day gone~
3rd day =.=
MORE STONING
FISH MAN!
then~ we managed to do so much complaining
we could go catch a movie~ :D we decided that when it was like 8+?
haha
so we watched a movie at 920~
haha, watched jia you xi shi. or something along that line~ hahaha we sat at the front row =.= super super super super dizzy.
haha, but overall, it was great la. haha
thennnnnn after that would be today~
woke up at 7+
hate the feeling of waking up early =.=
haha
then prepare prepare.. went to some weird hotel to wait for the 1030am bus
then.~
ROAD, ROAD, ROAD!
PSP, PSP, PSP...
=.=
most boring new year ever..
=.=
and now im back..and im as bored as ever too!
wth man
...
=.=
okay la, i go 1st bah..
BYE~

2009-01-07T02:03:00.001-08:00

i lost everything...in such a short time..
sigh...

2008-12-30T03:49:00.000-08:00

why is everything my fault..
hmm
i know i shouldn't be emo and all
hahaha
but i really can't help it..
it just seems..
im always the person to screw things up..
am i really..
that bad..?
hmm
sometimes i wonder..
maybe i should learn to give up certain things..
learn to overlook certain things..
learn to not care about certain things..
maybe if i washed my hands off things...will people be happy..
maybe..
im just a nuisance..
someone there to trouble everyone..
im sorry everyone..
for even being born.
hmm
to make this world a..
worse place..
im sorry..

2008-12-28T02:26:00.000-08:00

hahaha
thanks for the people who encouraged me on my tagboard..
i really needed that..
hahaha =)
anyway
going to post a poem a fren wrote..
should have been posted on christmas, but only got it recently.
so just pretend it's christmas and read it ok?
it's kind of christian-ny if you guys dont mind
hahah
here it is..

From God's love came Jesus's birth
The Son of God down to earth
To save us like Superman
He was God in the form of man
His will to reconcile God and men
Because of Him today here I can stand
In awe of the cross at the altar
Forgiven and under His shelter

He came, brought peace and joy
At the cross, sin He was to destroy
That the devil be defeated
Through Him men newly created
Made anew by His sacrifice
I hope to you this is what Christmas signifies
The joy that Christ was born to save us!
The peace from His promise He'll always be with us!!
-sweezzle

hahaha, tag comments in my taggy~
thanks =)
bye, belated merry christmas and a happy new year!

2008-12-24T00:09:00.001-08:00

am i really that dumb...
sometimes i wonder..
why can't i get anything right..
why..
is God playing with me?
why..
why...
WHY!
can I be smarter?
and how..
i dont understand
WHY AM I SO FUCKING DUMB
WHY...
why..
why..

2008-12-16T04:11:00.000-08:00

so... an idiotic cat decided to tag me =.=
i hope a dog kills her or some shit

Rules must be followed:
Each blogger must post this rules.
Each blogger must start with ten random facts about themselves.
Bloggers that are tagged need to write about their own blog, ten things and post this rules.
Don't forget to leave them comments telling them they have been tagged and are to read your blog.

1. I'm asking myself why the heck im doing this stupid and time wasting quiz
2. I love APPA IN THE SHOW AVATAR!!!!!! APPA APPA YIPYIP!!!!
3. I LOVE SWEETS!!! sweetsweetsweets!!!!
4. I didn't touch any holiday homework and I think I'm going to die when school reopens.
5. I have this copyrighted smiley in MSN( i can't show it here, if you ask me in MSN i will show you)
6. Did i mention I love APPA? APPA APPA APPA APPA APPA!!!!!!
7. I feel short.... wait.. i am..
8. I love the rain~~~ rain rain rain rain
9. I hav STM.. which stands for Samuel term memmory...basically it's worse than ur regular short term memory,
10. I have seriously self esteem issues.

Now tag ten ppl to do this quiz:
blah
bloh
bleh
blue
blee
bloo
bleo
blih
beep
blen

1. .Who's the person that tagged you?
An idiotic cat named qiqi.
2. Relationship between you and her?
my classmate? our class's cat.
3. Three impressions of her?
meow,meow and...do i need to explain furthur?
4. If she becomes your enemy, you will?
treat her like how I would treat any other enemy
5. What will you say to the person you like very much?
Hi, I like you very much *smiles spastically*
6. Characteristic i like about myself?
hmm.... actually no particular characteristic...i basically hate myself...so ya..
7. Characteristic i hate about myself?
everything!
8. For the person whom you hate, you say?
if i hate the person why the heck do i even bother talking to him/her/it/transexual/anythingelseyouhave.
9. What do people feel about you?
If they don't know me they'll think im a arrogant jerk, but for those who know me, they'll think i'm not as bad as they imagine...but still a jerk...so ya.
10. Your crush?
Erm...if it's my crush..am i supposed to ANNOUNCE IT? oxymoron sia...hahah

11. Pass this to 10 people:
blah
bloh
bleh
blue
blee
bloo
bleo
blih
beep
blen

the following question cannot be answered cuz the 10 ppl do not even exist =.=

stupid cat...haha
APPA!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-10T05:45:00.000-08:00

lols
once agian, my blog is DEAD!
hahaha
very lazy to post..and nothing eventful happened anyway
hahaha
hmm
BORED BORED BORED at home
hahah
dota still as noob as ever..maybe i shld give up
haha
falling in love with ne-yo songs lately
dunno why
=.=
haha
his so sick, miss independant, mad, all quite nice
hahah
shld go listen sometime ppl!
lols
hmm
im bored to death
=.=
any noob dota-ers that want to play with me?
no pro's please..
if you're a pro please go far far away
ya
lols
hmm
nothing much le bah
BYES

2008-12-03T04:57:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!
hahahaha
15 at last..
hmm
THANK YOU TO ALL WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
hahahaha
hmm
quite a different birthday from the usual ones..
normally i spend it alone..without gifts..
hahah
surprisingly i got a few gifts..
hahaha
not many, but it's holidays, so what do u expect
hahah
hmm
i would like to thank my good frne ALFRED<---- read this
hahah
cuz he gave me a DOMOKUN STUFFY!!!
it's super cute ( i know i sound like a girl.. but you cnt blame me..it's really cute.. hahaha)
hmm
anyway
ya
THANK YOU ALFRED!!!!!
hahaha
hmm
after all today wasn't that bad i guess
hahaha
THANK YOU THOSE WHO REMEMBERED MY BDAY
thank you all *bows*
=)
hahaha
quite busy lately.. so i have to go, sorry
BYES~

2008-11-22T00:32:00.000-08:00

lols..
long time no post..
AGAIN =.=
i am seriously damn lazy
hahaha
anyway, now is school holidays so quite boring..
tried the double mcspicy lately
burned my stomach like crazy
=.=
hmm
went to the new campus
DAMN NICE AND BIG
well comparitively to the one we were stuck with for the past 2 years
hahah
changed blog song to ni ting de dao by jay chou
lately nothing much happened..
didnt hav training
so super bored at home..
stone infront of comp for like..
FOREVER =.=
BORED STIFF *stones*
hahhaahah
went to alfred's house 2 days ago..
quite a quiet place
good place to study
no wonder his studies so darn pro =.=
bloody shit
ok la..
i hav to go
BYES

2008-11-07T20:07:00.001-08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
LONG TIME NO POST PEOPLE
lols
hahaha
pretty lazy nowadays lah.
hahah
some events i can actually remember
had fever last monday
lasted a few days...freaking jia lat
-.-
hahah
higest was 39.5
so..felt like everywhere had air-con turned on
hmm
then recovered on tuesday.
hahah
now only got cough and flu bah..
hmm
boredboredbored
haha
doing A math homework everyday..bit by bit bah..
dont want like last minute work again
=.=
will die
haha
ok lah..
that's about all
BYES PEOPLE

2008-10-20T02:05:00.000-07:00

hmmm..long time no post
EoYs are over, and results are back.
didn't do well at all..
hahah
cuz didn't study, not very proud to say that.
hmm..failed alot..
haha
hmmm.......
actually nothing much happened oso..
lately quite bored..
should start practicing some math, my piano theory exam oso coming. after this one, im free from piano for quite a while.
hahah
which is a good thing for now i guess.
hmm
anyone got any games to intro me, please do..cuz im really bored lately =.=
hahah
thats all for now bah..
Byes =)

2008-09-28T04:52:00.000-07:00

hmm
something random...
ever thought that someone that mattered to you might not be there the very next day, very next hour, very next minute, even the very next moment.
haha
ever thought that what we have with us this very instant, could be gone?
I suppose many of us neglect the fact that, everything and everyone that is around us, will dissapear one day....sad but true..
hahah
hmm
honestly we can't do anything about that lah....i've once thought about what would i do if my mum left me...( CHOY CHOY CHOY!!!! TOUCH WOOD)
hahah
the morning calls, the breakfast she makes, her persistant nagging when im hogging the computer...
hahaha
the tears she cried for me....the time she showered her love for me when i'm sick..
the many things...
hmm
but i don't think i can do anything about it right?
other than cherish her, and the people around me..
what does the word " cherish " actually mean...
sometimes, it really makes me wonder what is the definition..
everything we hav is a gift, a blessing...
but why do some of us take things for granted?
a good example was 2 months ago, i argued with my dad for a phone..
but do i really need a phone?
( most ppl like CHIN BOON will say HELL YEA but that's beside the point)
FOR EXAMPLE

- Samuel - I will not be just a memory.... [music idiot] says:
chin, you think i need a phone is neccesary?
[Takuhino] -[ Yamato ]- *Suiton! Cuppa Water No Jutsu!* says:
HELL YEA

hahah
maybe we should be contented with what we hav
and what we are
where we are
and who we are
and who we can be..
i don't think everyone in this word is fortunate enough to be born with a healthy body, a normal mind.
hahahah
to be born normal is already a blessing, and yet, we grumble about...how hot the weather is, how we don't hav a new pair of branded shoes...
and we neglect the simple happiness in life..
Like...being able to hear the crikets ( which i simply adore) and looking at the vast sea at the beach....
hahaha
Ppl may think im insane...but if they think that way, they're the ones that are insane WA HA HA HA HA
lols
fine...maybe i AM insane =.= but what i said does make a point...
hahah
Ah well...
Maybe it's time we stopped taking things we hav now for granted and treasuring them..
cuz we never know when we will lose them...
Haha, as sad and heartbreaking as it may sound...nothing is pernament...
So ya...
hahah
think about it...if you don't well...it's really up to you haha..
hav a nice day everyone =)
( THIS IS NOT A FRIGGIN EMO POST )

2008-09-26T18:32:00.000-07:00

Long time no post...yet again..
recently quite lazy to post lah..
hahah
some interesting yet depressing incidents happened recently
For one.. I'm gonna score super badly for my Music EoY...
Cuz i freaking screwed up my solo piece...feel like dying sia =.=
anyway
on the same day
i dropped my phone from the 3rd floor ( WOW or what?)
hahaha
then spoil lah..
I MEAN DUH!!!!! OF COURSE SPOIL LAH
Good thing is the screen didnt crack...heard if it did, it would be quite troublesome
haha
so that's something to be relieved about...parents didnt get to angry either cuz at least i got warrenty..
so for this period of time...if i dnt reply ur sms just means i cnt =.= not i dont want..
so dnt feel offended or smthing.
Had my SS and English EoY liaos...
hmmm
english i nothing to say lah..since it's english
=.=
u cant really tell if you did well...but i wrote quite little this time...so i wont be expecting superb marks
as for SS
didnt hav time to write finish one of the essays
cuz i spent the 1st 5 minutes thinking of what i have memorised
cuz i somehow suddenly forgot...which was stupid. =.=
at least i had one essay exactly the same as the notes..
haha
cuz i memorised word for word the day before
=.=
not encouraged to but since i didnt listen or understand in class sometimes, i had to do smthing that desperate..
haha
Studying A math now...i doubt i can pass anyway...but just try lor..
hahah
if i pass it would be the 1st time i pass
hahaha
Hmm..hope i dnt retain lor...
nothing much to complain about bah...since complaining wont help solve anything
wahahhahh
hmm
Jay's new song..
稻香 quite nice
hahah
listen to the lyrics...here's the vid...wait for my Blog Music to play finish then play the video....since my blog song play once nia.. haha
here it is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ENJOY!!!!!!!

2008-09-18T06:26:00.000-07:00

hmmm
today sick....didnt go school
hahaha
bored...stayed at home..then go polyclinic then came home to watch NARUTO
lols
hahahah
addicted to it again...=.= thanks to stupid chin boon who asked me to go and watch.
hmm
EoYs coming...sigh...might retain...cuz my studies are really pretty screwed up..
ah well..
only can jia you now lor..
what to do..
hahah..
tmr getting FDI bronze badge
AT LAST
WOOTS MAN
hahahahahah
at last can use my drill cane during training..
WOOTS MAN SO HAPPY
lols
hahah
hmm..
still got what thing happened recently..
nothing much bah...
im bored...
and tired..
and alone..
sigh
i guess life has to go on right..? hahaha
lols
hopefully this is the last emo post i'll ever write..
beaten and tired...
Sometimes i just want everything to end...to stop...right this moment...right now..

2008-09-09T07:36:00.000-07:00

LONG TIME NO POSTTTTTTTTTTT
lols
kind of boring lately..
school reopen..
world is starting to tumble down again..
as usual
hahah
very busy this week....but i bet there are ppl more busy than me...
got back my progress report..
sucks like hell
=.=
though i took only 4 subs for exam, i got like...2 F9s and 2 C6...which means...i got a full freaking 30 points...from just 4 SUBJECTS!!!!!!!!!
what the hell
-.-
im screwed lor...
sigh
only can count on EoY le bah...
JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
byes

2008-08-28T01:06:00.001-07:00

hehehe
long time no post..
hmm
kind of forgot i actually had a blog
LOLS?
untill brina reminded me that it's almost dead...lols?
hmm
got back my results..
kind of shitty
hahah
cnt expect much when u didnt study
=.=
i took four papers, failed 2 out of the four
haha
my maths is really poor..hav to buck up
recently....nothing much happened bah...
today...rainy day
then my class people damn funny
hahah
hong liang, zhao kai they all use the teacher's table as the table tennis table
hahah
super funny
then they use books to use as rackets
LOLS?
haha
then english watched finding nemo
quite entertaining..
hahah
cuz the last time i watched it it was.....when i was...i dont know, pretty young
haha
quite slack recently...hav to buck up for EoYs
hahah
that's about all le bah....sian.....haha
hope tmr rains...so i dont hav to shout command XD
Byes

2008-08-14T01:59:00.000-07:00

BACK FROM CAMP!!!!!!!!
at last
wow...
past 3 nights...had war with ants
ANTS ANTS ANTS....
cuz we using NPCC campsite.....SO THE TENTAGE ALOT OF ANTS
ARGH
anyway
on the first day...had to wake up at 530, then go meet a fren, go to SJAB HQ together. cuz we are supposed to reach there at 715 then they will let us take a bus to SAF ferry terminal.
then...
bus trip....for quite some time..
reached le..
take the ferry
waited in the ferry for quite some time...
the ferry went up....and down......up.....and down.....while we waited..
abit of motion sickness
so i slept..haha
then when reached there....take attendance le...sit on the floor..
wait for all the guests to arrive for the opening ceremony..
got all the leaders of the UGs and our President.
kind of honoured to actually be able to see the President Live
hahah
anyway
when we were walking up hill
i noticed that...on the posters....one of them
IT WAS KUAN YAO
OMG LAh
so cool....his big face was like there?
hahahah
then jungang's face was on the opening cermony the background
COOL SIA
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HAA
then...
1st day...My division is call Golf what.
cuz the teams are A, B, C, D, E, F up till J lah
then...
so its
alpha, beta, blah blah blah
then normally in this kind of camp
when you say the group name the group will respond OIE~~~!
but then
our instructor this very boring
hahah
so
become
GOLF
we shout
BALLS!!!!
then if he shout GOLFERS
we shout
WE GOT BALLS!!!!!!
hahah
sounds wrong right?
what you thinking....eye balls lah
XD
anyway....
then 1st day....1st activity is kayaking....nothing much..not as fun as OBS cuz only 2 hours...
so not much of a kick..
then after that had water confidence jump
DAMN FUN LAh
it feels like you are gonna fall and Die
then *sploosh* you're in the water
WOOTS
then...
after that...bathe.....then sleep lor..
then alot of ants lah
then 2nd day...wake up like...at 530...
when we are supposed to report at 615..
then sit there zuo bo..(do nothing)
then got archery...hit once on the bulls eye nice..
hahah
lucky
followed by campfire organisation..
as in, its like, the scouts come and teach us how to plan campfires...
which i wont be using..
so i kind of dazed through the thing..
followed by intermediate ropes....wah...my heartbeat was damn fast lah...
new found fear for heights
HA HA HA HA HA
lols
anyway
then followed by CPR...nothing much lah...since i SJAB...do alot of time liao oso..
Wednesday Morning
do PT eat breakfast...
then...
team building...
THE MDM STILL OWE ALL OF US ICE CREAM LAh
HA HA HA HA
then....
what's next...
low ropes...
kind of boring..
hahah
just walk walk on unstable things..
then
Abseiling and the Maze
the maze...
i kind of freaked out..
cuz i dont like being in the dark...as in...when my eyes is open lah..
dont like the feeling of being blind..
so had to close my eyes..
then..
Abseiling kind of scary but fun lah.
last thing nature walk
hahah
one person tio Saboed...
due to smthing lah
i shall not say his name...later he kill me
HA HA HA HA HA HA
u know who you are
=)
then got campfire..
everyone damn high...since it is the last day..
kind of sad to know that i wont be seeing all these ppl for quite some time...
hahah
happy cuz i can GO HOME
WOOTS
hahahaah
met a few ppl lah..
good frens during the camp..
like..
Bervin, Helmi, Yong Zhi, Jason, Zhi Rong, Keith, Fabian...and alot lah....cnt really recall right now
hahahaha
then all the dinners for the camp..
all got egg..
cuz i cant eat egg..
so had to starve untill night snack
hahaha
lesson learnt
hahaha
tmr morning still hav to shout command..
hope i dont cough halfway..
or i get someone else to shout..
hahah
looks like its back to the hectic world i hav been used to...
ah well..
good bye ppl from national camp
GOLF!!!!
BALLS!!!!!!
GOLF!!!!
BALLS!!!!!!
GOLFERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WE GOT BALLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL THE WAY MAN PEOPLE.
thats about all bah...tmr its back to the usual life i lead
hahaha
BYES

2008-08-04T06:31:00.000-07:00

hahahaah
today..
sick
hahahah
went home early..
then wait at the polyclinic for like...2 whole hours..
waste of my life..
got....sore throat flu and ear infection..
sian...
ear damn pain...
hope it recovers soon..
tmr not going schooll..
sian...
lols
smthing funny my junior showed me..

Too often, we loose sight of life's simple pleasures. Remember when someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles to frown, BUT it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm and b****-slap the mother-f***er upside the head.

hahah
thats about all bah...me go sleep
=)
byes

2008-07-28T06:33:00.000-07:00

long time no post.
nothing happened lately lah
just NDP and stuff
made some rash decision..
well...too late to regret, just learn from mistake bah
anyway. kind of forgot what happened lately.
NDP no colours...quite sian.
then i failed my A-Maths test..hahahah kind of expected..should be time i actually woke up from my slumber..
slept for half a year..
then har..
oh ya..
lately on msn i hav been *punches _____*
hahaa
fill in the blank
as in
i do this for alot of ppl
hahah
got some funny response..
some ppl say
box you arh..
hahah
others..
like my junior

- Samuel - please...don't let me turn this place into my playground =) says:
*punches chong you*
- chong says:
*bleeds to death*

hahahahah...i bored lah...so i will go round "punching" ppl
kind of stupid
ah well...nothing much le bah...
byesXD

2008-07-20T05:10:00.001-07:00

yoyoyo everyone...
long time no post le..
quite busy lately.
anyway, last thursday had comp team training, friday as well..
sibei tiring..
lols
you all must be thinking why after comp jiu immidiatly train..
hahah
anyway
5 rounds field....100 push ups..
hahaha
for 2 days..
then both days slept at 12 like tt..
sibei tiring..
then saturday..
AGI training...
wah..
tiring lor...cuz my muscle aching liao.
then somemore do drills for...around 5 - 6 hours?
wah..
sibei tiring lor..
then...
the food was crap...HA HA HA HA H AHA
anyway..AGI im in the GOH lah..
Guard of Honour.
this year is our zone
YAY
at last...hahahahhaha, hopefully we get to wear number 1 uniform..although warm
but then nice
XD
hmm
lately quite busy bah..tmr still hav test....and my SS i havent do
SIAN
then...should be nothing much le bah..
tiring...mentally and physically..
ah well...but life goes on right?
so might as well live it happily XD XD XD =)
kk lah
thats should be about all ler bah...
BYESSSSSSS

2008-07-13T07:19:00.000-07:00

kk...
today..2 contrasting events happened..
for one...our school got into the next round for the record breaking things
GRATS
=)
well..
the bad news..
we lost the nationals....
we got last..
something i might mourn over for a while...
anyway...
if i said sorry and all that crap now...i would be insulting the ppl whom im apologizing to..
so i shan't
i cried...not because we lost...but because i regret not trying my best....
my mistake....probably...no time management bah..
i shouldn't hav cried...since i didnt hav the right to cry either..
its just....when i saw him.....i was filled with guilt....i don't know why...
i want revenge...
i want to win....
i hate this feeling of losing..
i hate it..
I HATE IT....
i swear...this time...i WILL put in my best......
next year's AC and AA......let us no repeat the same mistake again...
a fool is not a man who falls...
but is a man who falls in the same place twice..
im not gonna get all sad and emo over this...neither should any of my teammates...
cuz we hav NO RIGHT to feel sad....
i won't
neither should all of you
to "these" ppl i wanna apologize..
i really want to...
but that would be demoting you all..
so all i can say is..
i won't dissapoint you guys
not anymore...
my word..
i want to win...
i will win
I MUST WIN

2008-07-11T19:57:00.000-07:00

hahaha...long time no post le...
hm...lets see what happened in the past few days..
hm
for one...i got a phone...AT LAST.....most of you must be thinking (about time)
right?
hehe
those who want my hp number...just tell me lah...( i mean duh?)
hahahah
then...piano exam over...although the examiner was nice...i still might fail..
cuz looks are decieving..
hahah
then....nothing much bah...ytd had training..kind of a screw up..
don't wanna talk about it.
then today...here i am sitting infront of my computer wasting my life away..
as tommorow is DOOMS DAY
hahah
A.K.A nationals comp..
quite sian lah..cuz our team no time to train...
so confidence oso quite low..
so is morale
hmm
we oso only going for Footdrill
hahah
maybe next year then train harder..
cuz this time we really didnt hav time..cuz take over the corps then alot of admin stuff to do..
quite sian lah
ah well
who am i to complain..
hope we dont get last tmr
=)
hopefully i can think fast enough bah..
AC JIA YOU

2008-07-03T05:47:00.000-07:00

lols...sorry about my last post...to those who actually worried about me..
thanks lah..
anyway....someone talked to me lah...and something hit me really hard...
well...you know who you are lah..but i doubt you will read this..ah well
anyway
another friend of mine, told me a story.
it is about the carrot, the egg...and the coffee bean...

one day...a boy met with some adversities....and he went to his father and asked him what he should do..
so his father took him to the kitchen..
boiled 3 pots of water
and in one of the pots, he put a carrot, an egg and the coffee beans inside the pots respectively.
the boy continued promting the father...but he didn't say anything
5 minutes later..
the father opened the 1st pot, and took out the carrot.
the carrot was soft.
the father then took out the hard boiled egg, well....obviously the egg was hard...cuz its called a hard boiled egg...
the father then opened the pot with the coffee beans, then poured out a cup of fragrant coffee..
the father then asked the boy
the carrot, which was originally hard, turned soft in the hot water..
the egg, which was originally soft, turned hard in the hot water
whereas the coffee bean, which was originally seemingly to hav no use or value, turned the colour of the hot water, and gave it a fragrant scent.
the boy stunned, asked his father what all this meant.
the father then explained..
the hot water, is like the adversities we face everyday
we can choose to be like the carrot, which seemingly strong, crumbled under adversities.
the egg, which originally hard, but when in the face of adversities, became strong.
the coffee bean...in the face of adversities, not only from a useless piece of bean, it turned the colour of the water around it, and gave it a fragrant smell
then he asked
"son, which are you, the carrot, the egg, or the coffee bean"
and now i present all of you with a question,
ask yourselves, which are you...?

2008-07-01T06:43:00.000-07:00

i've had enough.
seriously
for those who don't know what im talking..
tolong
DON'T ASSUME, you are creating more problems for me.
i don't know what's happening sia.
it's like
after holiday
and everything just starts piling in
i don't know if i can continue.....i really don't know
and for those idiots there who keep blaming me...continue, and one day i make sure you suffer 2 times.
i seriously hate the world
i hate everything
i hate everyone
i don't really know who's fault this is.
probably mine
that all the problems just suddenly started piling
without mercy
i dont know how long i can continue..
seriously
someone..
please help me..
please...
before i really take suicide as a serious options..
someone..
anyone...
please...

2008-06-22T00:44:00.000-07:00

sian..
long time never post le..
hahah
anyway
recently quite busy lah...comp team training and stuff..
hahah
anyway
i got the commander's post
hahah
for SJAB
alvin became my head of training
hahah
comp team training..
CRAZY ONE...
wah lao
the PT like mad one lor..
crazy sia..
but train wad....so i mean...duh..
then did footdrill for like 2 hours?
then i didnt eat breakfast
so i was kind of dizzy
then is like
i resting on the table
then he took my pulse
directly tell me...never eat breakfast and slept late ytd right?
then i was like
HOW THE HECK YOU KNOW
hahah
anyway
then after training
just slack at home lor
then 2nd trainning...which was on friday
damn dissapointing..
cuz is like
only 3 ppl turned up..
out of 5...
i shant blame who..you know who you are..
then after lunch..one of them had to leave
only left me and alvin
so at the end of the day we had to do some punishment wad
then is like
i said own timing?
then he said do together more motivation...
then asked us where was our team spirit
i was thinking..
where was our team..
seriously
very dissapointing..
aiya
dont wanna talk about sad stuff le
hahah
school reopening tmr
hope everyone hav done their hmk(i havent done mine)
hahah
thats about all bah...
BYEBYES

2008-06-15T05:27:00.000-07:00

wow
another week gone...quite busy with sjab stuff lately
hmm
lets start from the wednesday
start of the ZIP
so my posts are...
for that day..
DN, head lecturer, Alpha Platoon commander and Operation's OIC
hahah
4 posts..
quite fun =)
1st day screwed up...
but not badly lah
cuz its our 1st project
so not that bad
hahah
then second day
logistics screwed up....cut too much watermelon
being the OIC...swallowed half the tray down
hahah
LOG better thank me =)
anyway
then 2nd day oso quite screwed lah
sianned
then 3rd day
hahah
the last day
then one of the sec ones was asked to blow the whistle 3 times..
he didnt know wad it meant..
well
it meant fire drill..
equals ppl like me and alvin very mafan..
but nevermind lah
so anyway
the last day
choing lor
hahah
slept in the valuable's room
cuz very bored..
head lecturer very sian one..
hav to sit in for lectures..
then evaluate..
damn boring.
then on saturday har..
had PD for this envirolympic thing..
in chinatown bridge with mingzhe
then is like
there no one de lor
then hor
the game is Limbo..
i was thinking..
how to hav casualty..
so we were like lieing down and sleeping....sun tanning..
wth lah
kind of waste time
hahahah
but at least hav CIP
XD
hahah
then after that choing to my fren's house warming..
heard it's his third..
now i think the house very hot le..
hahah
need house cooling XD
hahaha
then nothing much le lah
as for the camp
i would like to thank the following ppl
Alvin...for coming up with the proposal and stuff
Meng han...logistic's IC
haha...must hav been tough on you =)
then the others who helped out during the camp
=)
big thanks
oh ya
I GOT TOP IN LECTURING I THINK
YAY
=)
quite unexpected
hahahahahah
cuz it was last minute prep
=)
kk lah
thats about all le bah...
byebyes~~~~

2008-06-09T05:19:00.001-07:00

hmm..
quite a number of things happened over the days
some which you can find on other people's blog
so i won't bother posting
then..
today...
hmmmm
had comp team training..
1t 2 hours is train footdrill
hahah
cuz is like team all rusty le
somemore chong you is new in the main team
so must start from scratch...hahah
then jia jie sir ask us to compete with the NC (another team)
hahahah
WE WON
WOOTS
cuz got category
we won everything except co-ordination
hahaha
wad im proud of is
BEST COMMANDER AWARD
hahah
cuz i commander
=)
quite happy...
lols
hope can get some prize for NAT..
sian
then
upcoming events...
ZIP which is 11th to 13th
hmm
then 14th is PD
basically quite busy lah these days....then my NAT is dont knwo when
during july lah
mid july
as for my piano exam...8 july
not prepared..
i think i might fail...haiz...try to pia now lor...
hahaha
then results and everything
SJAB and stuff
hav to juggle lah..
hahah
try my best lor
no choice
wad to do....not like i can just let go of all these..
hmm
intro you all to a song..
i think quite old?
Happy ending by Mika...
if you ppl want the lyrics...
here it is..

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love [repeat]

I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.

thats about all bah..
then...got this one video i wanna share
DAMN FUNNY
(wait for the music to finish...cuz it only plays once =) )
here it is..

2008-06-06T19:55:00.000-07:00

YAY....IM BACK FROM OBS
some mixed feelings...
cuz i really miss OBS....
and my instructors..
CLAYTON AND BERNARD
THEY ROCK MAN
COLUMBUS ROCKS
lols
anyway
so OBS did alot of stuff...
learnt alot too
DAY 1
hmm
as usual...day one of camps is mostly admin stuff.
so quite boring...ice breaking..
blah blah blah..
i was the day IC
hahah
quite sai kang..
some ppl i knew before the camp lah...
isaac...a long time primary school fren
then well
xihui...my classmate..apparently it was my 1st time talking to her
o.O
then sabrina...pri school fren oso..
nadiah-last year's classmate
well
the other's i don't wanna mention
then...
well...
then had to practice kayaking
then another watch took our life jacket..
so had some trouble looking for it..
hmm
then capsize
hahahh
drank alot of water..
hmm
then pitch tent at night
very hard to pitch sia
cuz i 1st timer.
hmm
then 2nd day..
morning packing tent
very mafan..
hahah
then had this trust fall thing
that ppl will hold this mat
then the person must free fall
hahah
i was the 1st one to fall
quite fun lah
at 1st you will feel that
you are falling down
then you will know that there are ppl holding then you will just fall
anyway
then after that
cuz raining
then we discussed wad to pack for the expidition
cuz we are from camp 2
then we walked to camp one
for the rope elements practice
then we camp there
damn shoik
dont know why our tent like very big all of a sudden
then sleep damn nice
hmm
then 3rd day wake up..
land expedition
the bag
sibei heavy
then me and and jason sweeper
he is a damn nice person
no wonder alot of ppl say very lucky to be with him
hmm
then well
ya lah
we went to this place
near the sea
alot of rocks there
camped there
then for 4 watches
and we are called
camp 2 ALPHA
hahaha
then got 4 expidition leaders..
hahaa
i was one of them
=)
then well.
did alot of planning and stuff
quite troublesome
cuz i had to do alot of shouting
then now no voice le..
haha
hmm
then 4th day
went out for sea expedidition
starting i was the right marker
i dont know the correct term
but yea
im supposed to be on the most right
then from ther
i change to sweeper
to left marker
hahaha
i with and ANG jason lah
then hor
i in the middle or some where
i sea sickness..
damn jia lat
felt like shit lah
vomited like
9 times in total
then the instructor made me change partner
change to chin wen
cuz he is a strong paddler
oh ya
I MUST THANK HIM LIKE CRAZY LAH
cuz is like
i down there sniffing the orange peel
cuz its supposed to make you feel better
then he own self paddle
and he is not bad lah
then in the end he very tired
then i try to paddle lah
hahaha
then after quite long
i no more sea sickness
after lunch lah
then i paddle like crazy
our kayak move like fast one lor
but i dont think will be faster than the dragon boaters
but i think my camp dont hav
hahah
so anyway
kayak for like
10 hours..
14 km i think
hahah
tiring
but the satisfaction
DAMN SHOIK LAH
anyway
then 5th..
keep stuff and pack up
forgot to say thank you to my instructors..
very sad =(
then ya lah
bought a white polo tee from OBS
haha
i miss OBS already
but yea
life must go on
anyway
some random stuff
isaac started this sudden calling of 'BANG WU' (a person)
then is like
everytime
we will randomly shout
"BANG WU"
hahahah
DAMN FUNNY LAH
cuz i same tent as him
then he will randomly shout
BANG WU
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
DAMN FUNNY LAH
anyway
so thats about it lor
got alot of details lah
but i really forgot them
so i must apologize
hahaha
but yea
THANK YOU CLAYTON AND BERNARD
yea
hope they see this..
although i know they wont...
hahaa
rushing alot of stuff lately
haha
must push on
=)
so yea
thats about all lah
wanna know more details find me on MSN lor...for those who hav it
=)
BYES

2008-05-31T08:55:00.001-07:00

hahah
today
after the briefing at RJC
went out lah
go beach road..
to buy stuff for OBS
then after tt went out with yan ping, chin boon and elton
went to jurong point to arcade
hahah
play the drum game
and i suck at it..
cuz 1st time playing
then after that
nothing much lor
just walk walk walk
then i hungry...as usual....
then went to pizza hut..
sianned..
we share cost wad
and yp and chin boon both paid more
me and elton paid...12
so yea..
that was dinner
then later
cuz i lied to my mum..
so i hav to like...
wait till the right time to go home
cuz i told her i eat out
when it was damn early
so had to walk around lor
sibei sian lah
anwyay
the whole idea was to celebrate yp's upcoming birthday
so
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~~~~~~~~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~

ZHU NI SHENG RI KUAI LE~
ZHU NI SHENG RI KUAI LE~
ZHE NI SHENG RI KUAI LE~~~~~~~~~
ZHU NI SHENG RI KUAI LE~

SELAMAT HARI JADI~
SELAMAT HARI JADI~
SELAMAT HARI JADI~~~~~~~~~~
SELAMAT HARI JADI~

lols
good thing about being in M1
birthday choir..
hahah
anyway
then later walk walk walk with yp lor
must thank her pei wo..
or else i walk alone in jurong point myself
so sianned lah
cuz i cnt go arcade.
got caught by the person
say cannot wear school pants.
i just came back froma sjab event..
so yea..
hmm
then after that..
nothing much le bah...1 more day to OBS
so ppl who are not in my school
wont see me for 5 days
MUST MISS ME...
lols
dont oso can lah
i dont mind
hahah
kk
thats about all..
byes~

2008-05-28T18:36:00.000-07:00

sianned...
boredom sia...
BORED
these days been stoning in front of my computer...
really shouldn't be doing that...so much homework and yet im doing crap..
as usual
anyway...fell in love with certain songs now a days
eg. light up the sky - (i forgot who...you can search in youtube)
since you've been gone - kelly clarkson
behind those hazel eyes - kelly clarkson
because of you - kelly clarkson (current blog song)
yea
so...updates
hahahha
found out i really suck in DotA......
got thrashed like shit lah...
hahah
jian wei say should train more..
hahahah
the pro..
FYI
if you guys are irritated by my blog song.
this time
it only plays ONCE~~~~~~~~
YAY
so if i post videos or any crap
you come to my blog..
wait for the song to finish
THEN WATCH
YAY
hahahahhahaha
kk lah
nothing to post about oso...so darn bored...
*stares into blank space*
bored.
kk
byes~~~~~

2008-05-26T01:29:00.000-07:00

wah...
actually
today we say train footdrill at lam soon b ball court..
ended up..
only do one time..
THEN PLAY B BALL
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
thanks to a slacky commander like me.
=)
then is like we play bullet
DAMN FUNNY LAH
cuz is like...
i score..
then i thought alvin wont go in..
then he did...
SIAN LAH...
then i think chong you oso..
then i kena myself..
how nice..
but in the end
Alvin still LOST
YAYYYYY~~~~~~
lols
hten hor
we went 7/11
then alvin
buy the slurpie...
then is like...
when he buying right.....he didnt know the knob if opened too big the thing will blast like there is no tmr
then the whole thing overflow like there is no tmr
then we laugh like there is no tmr
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
lols
cliche..
anyway lah
quite boring
then played DotA with chin boon
which was stupid...
cuz the AI damn easy to own..
anyway im a noob wad...so must play with noob AI
and now...im sitting here...
staring at the computer screeen like there is no tmr..
OH YA
your love is a lie - simple plan
nice song
=)
hahahahah
kk lah.
byes

2008-05-21T07:48:00.000-07:00

phew.
long time no post
i wanted to post just now (5 minutes ago)
but the stupid thing is
when i was going to blog
then my house black out..
nevermind...
then later
i on
the computer
start up already right?
THEN
BLACK OUT
AGAIN
damn it lah
hahahah
but now its up and working
YAY
hahahah
random
anyway
pretty busy lately
got quite poor for my acadamics..
not very happy about that
SJAB wise
still Ok
music wise...
i think i might fail my grade 8
sigh
sadded
last week of school
gonna miss my friends...
and juniors
hahaha
but never mind lah
sure hav to go back to school for CCA and stuff
so will still meet
hahah
then....erm
Over you - Chris Daughtry
is nice
=)
randomness
hahaha
then....
OBS watch..
yes
quite pissed off with it
cuz got some people i hate
then Alfred very nice
ask if i wanna switch watch with him
but told him nevermind lah
hahahah
don't want one's sorrow to be another's burden
(there is NO such saying...)
so anyway
hahahah
suffer then suffer lor
the worst is fight with him nia
hahaha
chances are quite low lah
hope i can control my temper
hahaha
kk
thats about all ba
so yea..
BYES~~~~~~~~

2008-05-16T05:17:00.001-07:00

sian....
hey
the good thing is we won cheering comp
mixed feelings...
cuz is like...
i really don't wanna go the 2nd time
cuz i don't do cheering
and on the contrary
i really wanna win..
cuz i hate losing..
seriously...
so anyway
i guess im happy for my class
=)
GO 3M1~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
kk
moving on.
i was a panda lah
i looked like i got beaten up...
and the guy from my chemical romance...
then lately
watching tuesday with Morrie during english lesson
seriously a very good movie
based on a true story
then Morrie said alot of meaningful stuff lor
one of the most famous ones is " when you learn how to die, you learn how to live"
or smthing like tt
i cnt really remember
but if i hav time i would go to the library and find this book
hahahah
then still got the OBS watch thing
i wonder i with who
i pity ppl like
yew sheng, you yi, hanafi, chin boon , kc...
blah blah blah
hahahah
they should know why
if i say here...ppl will say i cyber bullying.
so i cant say
wahahahahahha
lols
then is like
quite bored lah nowadays
dad quite strict with me
cuz my results are not very good
cuz i didnt really study
sian lah
my life quite screwed lah
but nevermind lah
life goes on
and everyone should live everyday with a smile
i don't know how
but im gonna try
yea~~~
kk
thats about all lah..
then got SJAB today
then personaly train chong you
cuz he from reserve maybe go main team
for my comp team lah
then must train him
cuz amirul quite busy
dont really wanna stress him too much...scared he go mad
then...
hope i can get O lvl music lah
i don't know if the teacher hates me or anything
but yea
try to get in lor
after all it is my fault to join in after half a year...
lols
so yea..
thats about all lor
hav to buck up during june hols
or else
im seriously screwed..
>.<
so yea
byes

2008-05-10T01:57:00.001-07:00

tiring day
today had cheering comp practice
at 10am lah
then is like i woke up at 630 to go play b ball with qixiang at 7
hahah
freaking tired
anyway
then go the practice...
then is like...morning i still fine
then later copy cheers and stuff
make props..
then later me fred saufy and bobby(chang rong)
go to the chin up tt area
then is like
we do stupid stuff
then is like i hung upside down on the thing
the pole to let them take photo
which is most probably updated at my class blog later
cuz is lke
actually
i trying to hang
then is like my legs nearly went 360 degrees
meaning
i would either dislocate both arms
or i will let go of my hand
and my head would hit the ground real hard..
and probably get a broken neck..
then is like
changrong was there
then he shout to fred and saufy
AYE
QUICK
then they push me back
hahaha
sibei funny
lucky me
then is like
after that...
we went back
then i tio vertigo
HAPPY SIA...
cannot go practice
cuz i couldn't really move around
then later ask CCR where the toilet is
cuz go vomit
and
found out mcnugget and curry sauce eaten backwards taste sweet
hahah
cuz the enzyme break up the things into glucose
hahahah
lols
bio
dots
anyway...
must thank chang rong they all lah
very caring
hahah
ask me if i alright
when i really wont die..
the worst is like i go "crazy" or smthing
so yea
hahahah
sian
so anyway lah...
thats about all lor...
and tmr hav to do solo rap of ting mama de hua at my church
mother's day
lols
hope i dont screw up
byes

2008-05-05T00:33:00.000-07:00

sigh
one more day of MYE AND ITS ALL OVER
running this race is tiring..
im tired...
ppl around tell me to go on..
probably its becuz they are not running along with me
anyway
tmr still got 3 papers.
physics bio and music
music is just to see if i can make it..
its like only the 3rd lesson lah.
who does the teacher think i am
anyway
today at comics smthing sick happened..
im not gonna post here
then
SJAB the probation comittee come out le..
not quite happy with my post but anyway
its just probation..
so im still going for the final prize
kind of down nowadays..
since when am i not..
sigh...
tiring sia..
ppl say the end of the world is around 2012
hopefully its true..
i really wanna die..
leave all this behind....
cuz in the end..
nothing matters...
sigh....
its sad....but thats the truth i guess..
3 more papers..
jia you bah.......

2008-04-28T04:59:00.000-07:00

hhahahah..
last saturday went to study with jian hui, alvin, eugene, malcom, guangrui, mingliang and jieying
lols...half the ppl i dunno de lor..
sian lah
then anyway
at JE library
idiot lah
they put live band there leh
*claps*
WOW...
anyway
then funny thing is that
there is this projected screen
then ppl can post comments
then me and ming liang tell jian hui to send smthing
then he sent
PLEASE!STOP!
then is like
other ppl found the trend
and started sending hate comments
it was funny
there was one...
"OK I'LL STOP POLLUTING THE EARTH...JUST STOP SINGING"
cuz its for earth day one wad
so ppl post comments like these
then still got one more is
"WHY NOT YOU PPL PLAY IN THE JURONG FIELD"
hahah
then alot of funny funny one lah
lols
then ya lah
didnt study much
THANKS TO THE WONDERFUL MUSIC...
(being sarcastic)
then later go eat dinner and stuff
sian lah
then ya lor..
today is SS mid year
the cartoon i saw it like ytd lah
so lucky
hahahah
but i think i'll still just pass or fail anyway
so yea..
sian...
kk
everyone jia you for their MYEs!!!!!!!!!!!
byebye

2008-04-25T06:32:00.000-07:00

wah seh..
today har..tio scolded by DM
cause of some reason...
most of you should know..in fact i think the whole school knows
at 1st i thought i will be scorned at..
then in fact...i got support instead
thanks ppl
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!
anyway...dun wanna talk about it..
today english MYE lah..
damn sian..
then later go library study
wah lao lah
3 different librarian tell us to go different places..
wth lah
anyway
then is like very sian now..
kk tmr still hav to go study..
byes.

2008-04-24T05:14:00.000-07:00

sian...
long time no update le
anyway...
few days ago
i think....tuesday?
so is like
i ask miss lee if i can take O level music
then is like NOW THEN SHE TELL ME I HAVE TO ASK THE SCHOOL
thanks lor..
then is like
i tell lovell
later wait for me
i run home take certificate
then in the end...bloody hell lah
dunnid lah
then is like
i ask him wait
then is like
i ran lah...but anyway i was late..
so i just took the MRT to woodlands
then i saw joshua..save me sia
must really thank him
cuz is like....hav to go riverside.
then i saw him then ask if he have lovell's number cuz i no hp wad..
then is like. he help me ask aroudn lah
then i manage to contact him
then he had to take him mid-year
thanks lor...called for nothing
so i hav to find my own way in
thank heavens i know how to read map...or seriously i'll die
then is like
i go liao lah
then i go in the class is like
got only...3 bpians?
lovell, qianni and adeline
yea
then is like they point at me...i was like.
o.O
anyway
then i asked the teacher
she say not taking any more students
i damn sad lah
then is like she say cuz mid year le wad
then i miss out alot
then she say i can sit in the class to see if i can follow
so they taking their mid year
and i decided to take mine too
haha
use lovell's book
then anyway
nothing happened lah
there were stupid comments which i will not post
then i can understand the lesson lor
thankfully
then after class
the teacher say
i quite ok
then see 1st
meaning probation period lah
sian..
i hate probations lah
so anyway...hav to go next tuesday again
hopefully nothing stupid happens..
that about all lor...byebye
jia you for mid years

2008-04-18T19:00:00.000-07:00

sian...
kind of sian nowadays..
ppl who MSN with me would know lah..
anyway...yesterday went to hav a haircut with mingliang.
so my hair...
is kind of short now...sian..
is like..
i woke up today
and then i touched my head..
i felt kind of weird
hahahahha
then the guy when he help me style
damn punk lah...
i think if i style like tt in school i will get scolded by Mr Tan
lols
anyway...
after my haircut.went home
bathe
then went back to school to help out with SJAB
although we did not hav training..cuz sec2 and 1s hav training and we don't
so in the end.
found out got quite alot of ppl down there.
so is like..i went back for nothing lah
not exactly nothing lah
then alvin oso there wad.
so we did footdrill lor
at the lower sec campus carpark there
found out our banging deproved..
ALOT..
wah...damn sian lah..then is like my team hor...
some ppl cannot come on some days cuz they are busy..
sigh
then did 2 rounds of footdrill sequence
there were jokes lah..
wad do you expect...hahah
then ended up super tired
then..
the sec 2s hav footdrill
and we hav to take over..
alvin just sit there
and i did all the talking
hahah
anyway
then when dismiss already..
me and alvin damn tired sia..
then is like.we were sitting at the bus-stop
then we were like saying..
lets wait for one hour
cuz we were damn tired..
ended up only waiting for like only 15 minutes lah
since i like damn impatient one..
cnt be bothered lor..
so yea.thats about all bah..
byebye...

2008-04-12T07:14:00.000-07:00

sigh
today Band comp..
our school won silver...
feel sad for them lah but anyway
BPMB YOU DID GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so yea...i think the judje is either blind
or blind...
so dun sad har all those band members out there..
i dunno if i should say this
but there is always a next time lor..
so work harder..
otherwise
YOU GUYS DID GREAT
GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha...
dun sad hor ppl from BP....they did us proud...
thats about all..
bye

2008-04-09T03:20:00.000-07:00

sian...
nothing happened recently..
bored-ed sia...
ytd....PE shot a few 3 pointers..
and they went in...
miracle sia..
sian....ky still proer than me.....wonder when will i be even near to him
then....nothing much lah...
quite boring ytd
then today hav photoshoot
and reading period had some programme
WHICH DRAG UNTILL 3 PM!!!!!!!
wah..then i late for piano lesson for about like.....30 minutes..
wth lah...waste time sia the programme...
then nothing interesting nowadays..
either its ROD stuff or some random SJAB stuff lah..
anyway must try to make the sec 4s feel good and appriciated on the day...
hopefully we can do that lor...
nothing much liao lah...
bored-ed sia..
fail this fail that...
SIAN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
byes bah....

2008-04-04T19:02:00.000-07:00

lols...ytd had sports carnival
then we won one match....and lost the other...
alvin hit ppl's "ahem" de lor...
wah lao...haha
chipmunks....
anyway
funny things happened ytd lah
cuz is like, i say i might get beaten up...
then some of my classmates thought i tio captured when they couldnt find me...
cuz i was somewhere else i think.
then they go round the place finding me...
haha
quite funny lah...
but thanks and sorry to these ppl...cuz it was like a false alarm...
then made you all waste ur energy and stuff
sorry=X
then thanks for being concerned lah...
seriously...
oh yea..
THANK YOU BRINA FOR ASKING MY SENIOR
"Samuel die already anot?"
thanks man...
-.-
anyway...yea
then after the carnival we went to eat lah..
walk walk walk to some random place..
then realise nothing to eat there
so in the end ended up in BPP some foodcourt there
dunno where lah..
somewher lah..
then i had smthing which i dunno how to eat..o.O
then ask chin boon to teach me
hahah
recently obsessed with beethoven's pieces..
he is a seriously a music talent..
love his music...
hate his hair...hahahah jkjkjkjk
anyone know any pop songs that is played by piano and sounds nice tell me in my tag board lah...
if got scores better still
if its jay chou..the best
haha
kk....thats about all
byes

2008-03-29T06:22:00.000-07:00

WAH SEH....
today SJAB flag day...
said the most "please donate" today.....
for ppl who read this...
DON'T REMIND ME...
wah....keep repeating the same line...
anyway
didnt collect much lah
then is like, me CL weiliang and ignatias go around....all got compitition with other schools...
then...
some wore full uni in a way i would never even dare to dream of..
anyway, in the end we ended up at boon lay interchange there lah..
which was where alvin and frens were camping at...
then is like
got bus
then we stand 2 rows
then i say
1,2,3 say please donate
then is like
we bow and say at the same time, like chanting like that...
the weird thing is...
it actually worked...o.O
crazy sia
then went back lah.
then played b ball with nicholas and the instructors..
only got to play one match with them lah..
then rain le..
sian lah..
then i still playing
haha
then my t shirt
can wring water out one lah..
super wet
then go in the bus
freezing...
brr...
then now i sitting here...
warm and stuffy...
contradict sia...
sian ahhhhhhhh
tmr hav to go SJAB HQ for flag day "money counting"
cnt go church....sigh..
so yea lah...
thats about all bah...
byes...
oh ya....for ppl who know me personally in school...
try not to use the word donate..
cuz i dont really wanna hear that word...
o.O
byes

2008-03-24T01:46:00.000-07:00

hmm....long time never update le..
anyway, 2 days ago is kuan yao's bday, went to his bday
and found out i was the only SJAB there...
so sian.
but yea, know some of the scouts there so quite ok..
haha
me and jia wen and fred gave him a CJ7
hahahah
then they down there help it style hair...
hahahah cute lah the CJ7
but anyway...
actually they put the balloons there, then is he choose which one to pop, then got things inside one lah..
then end up, they make him poke everything...
o.O
then today is alferd's bday
we got him an ICE CREAM
lol..
then i think his fren gav him a bigger version of the frog on his pencil case..
hahaha
then is like monther and son..
very the cute....lols
hmm...tmr got training, teaching drills...
hope i wont screw up..
but wad are the chances...
MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
ok, so happy bday to ky and alfred...
byebye everyone...

2008-03-16T05:45:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey
long time never post liaos.
haha, had SJAB camp this week, endurance camp lah
nothing much really happened, the usual, so yea, im not gonna post about it.
tmr is school reopen, wah, sibei sian lah..
oh ya, and if the person who told me reads my blog, haha, i wont post anything offensive to a certain smthing de lah....since i know you read my blog....( you know who u are...)
added some additions to my blog songs.....emo songs..
as usual
haha
byes

2008-03-08T17:50:00.000-08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOO
today im uber super duper ultra happy!!!!
is like, all our trainings paid off, AT LAST.
anyway, for those who don't know what is going on, AC GOT 1ST IN ZONE COMP!!!!!
YAYYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAY
super happy say, at least all our hard work didn't go to waste.
but the AA and NA didn't lah...so also a bit sad....
congrats to NC oso, for going nationals...
lol, i guess this is the end of another chapter bah, and a new chapter is going to begin.
so
AC, MUST WORK SUPER HARD FOR NATIONALS HOR!!!!
anyway, alot of funny things happened yesterday,(today is sunday according to SG time...)
i didn't get to post yesterday as i got home at 1030 and i was super tired.
anyway, the funny things that happened are like.
is like, cuz its BPGHS comp team tradition to bring hell lot of snacks to comp. and eat hell lot when we are in the waiting room.
then alvin brought his 4 day 3 night camp bag.
then when we open the bag, YOU SHOULD HAV SEEN THE FACES OF THE OTHER TEAMS!!!
HILARIOUS LAH.
is like, they were like, HUH?
then got one sir ask us
"you guys come comp. or come picnic har?"
anyway, then during the long case,i doing CPR case, as usual
then i ask the MO(medical officer), is there any breathing.
then he say got, then i check pulse, then he say, no pulse???
i mean....
does it even make any sense?
lets think....
no pulse.....WHERE THE HECK DOES THE BREATHING COME FROM?????
wth....
but ya lah, i guesse that there was a mistake, so i just assumed that no breathing lor...
then cuz instructors giv treat wad...
then 30 seats...nabil go say 30 tables at 1st, scare the hell out of the receptionist.
then 30 seats lor, then is like, my shi jian sir, go round sitting at other people's seats when not occupied, then say.
for eg. i am samuel lim.
then he sit at alvin's seat lah.
then alvin say, get off lah sir....(jokingly lah...)
then alvin say, "i am alvin"
then my sir said "you are alvin NI(you in chinses) and i am alvin WO (me in chinese)"
super dumb lah....
but funny lah...
then yea, to think all out tireing effort paid off.
but for nationals must work harder lor...
cuz yea, you are competing against the best of the best, so ya...
must put in all ur effort bah, fail mid year nevermind de lah...
ok, thats all i guess, byes!

2008-03-02T03:42:00.000-08:00

sigh....another day...another sad 24 hours...
yesterday was running a fever...so did'nt go for SJAB training...sorry AC...
i think i'm going crazy...but anyway, its not like anyone givs a damn...
last week of training before the real comp le...must buck up...
i shan'nt complain le lah...since its the last week, and after it all, if we win or lose, we can hav a good cry over it...an probably just forget the whole incident.
the only difference is whether its the tears of joy or tears of sadness...
hopefully the former...
though im afraid we would be too tired to go for the comp..
hopefully our body can produce enough adrenaline to keep us going on...
so yea...
everybody's emo nowadays...could'nt giv a damn anyway...
so yea....
i think i won't be posting this week...
cuz i would be too tired to do so anyway...
so an apology to AC members out there...
i'm sorry....for giving attitude problem and stuff...
sorry
sorry
sorry...
byes...

2008-02-29T03:51:00.000-08:00

hmm...
today had the normaly stuff...
execpt the parades were kind of screwed up...
not gonna mention it..
anyway, this person...
he inspired me lah( u know who you are)
anyway
is like, we were chatting blah blah blah..
then is like, although i know he is a nice person
but i did'nt know he was SO nice..
there was once, i was queing up to buy smthing to eat wad...
then is like
i got gastric..
then i told him
he let me hav the queue leh..
i mean, how many bpians would actually do that????
then, he told me, he likes to do things that he thinks is right...
and never regret..
i mean, considering that the charts for my emotions hav been an all time low..
then is like, these words hit me like a brick(ouch) but yea..
is like, im being awaken from a deep sleep
then is like, he also like
the bus is there, and he is not taking that bus..
then he see got ppl running
he will fake that he is gonna board it, so the bus driver would wait..
so the ppl don't miss the bus, and hav to waste time waiting for another one..
i mean, on earth, stil got this kind of ppl?
SUPER RARE LIAO LAH...
somemore in singapor leh, thats rarer...
so yea, i would like to award him "the kindest person i hav ever known" award
so yea, thank you unknown person...
byebyes

2008-02-28T03:52:00.000-08:00

3rd day of emo-ing...
still can't get over certain facts...
why good people leave, when you really need them the most..
why certain things don't turn out the way the way you want them to turn out..
how some simple things can appear to be so complicated just because of a simple mistake
how life can me miserable yet full of joy
how everything can seem crystal clear just by taking a break....and taking a step back...
how things happen....and how things don't
how how how...
hmm
anyway....today was kind of boring...fail the e math common test...
sigh
sad sad sad
so yea...anyway, i know this is kind of old...but i think i'd relive the video again..

well...some touching MV i found...yea...
hmmmm, looks like i must really buck up..
so many things, so little time
next saturday then comp le...
tireing...but i guess its just the last stretch...and if i don't run this last lane...
i think i never will..
tired out by everything that is happening nowadays..
ok, i guess thats the end of the emo post..
now for a sudden change in emotions
OK
last comp team training which was....yesterday..
yea
cuz its AA turn to train
then it was a case
well it went like this..
Motorist(nabil) bang into a pedestrain
then stop, then car(alvin and amirul) bang into motorbike which was on top of nabil..
then gas carrier (me) which is a lorry crash behind lah
it was normal
then my sir say
the car started moving
towards us.
then is like
my jia jie sir push all of us to the side...
and nabil, which was suffering from a spinal injury....was simply transported...
and the
my senior, wei liang, got crushed by the car cuz he was staning in front of it...and i don't know why he was doing so...
then the cause of the car to move...was cuz my senior....nicholas(the 'hero' of the day)
broke the hand break...cuz he use too much force..
diaoz
so the the car containing alvin... was going forward, then is like, after they pass the casulties le, my senior say, let him die lah...
funny lah
then is like
he exploded
and well, i mean, its alvin, so super drama..
then the hero of the day
ask if got blanket, then run in with it...
he perished
is like
the situation was super funny lah
so anyway, in the end, 1 person died (nicholas) and one got crushed by the damn car(wei liang)
kind of stupid lah, but super funny, for the casualties lah at least..
haha
so yea, then today arh...
played b ball till quite late in school...
then come home, hav been on the comp till now lor....haha
so yea, thats about all ba....
byebye

2008-02-26T05:06:00.001-08:00

*sniff*
i finally know how it feels like to lose a good friend,a listening ear,a great teacher, a confidant and well....so much more that words can never describe
so this noble person is none other than mr jack tan
sent him off at the airport today
i am super sad today...
i mean.....all my life....this might be one of the "downs" in life
i seriously can't say much...cuz yea....it just indecribable
so mr tan
if you do read this...i really want to thank you...
thank you for tolerating our class even i myself could not tolerate...
thank you for being a listening ear...although the issue might not even concern you
thank you for having fun with us even though it was'nt part of ur lesson plan....
thank you for consoling us when we are sad...
thank you for sharing your joy with us when you are happy...
thank you for keeping silent when you are sad...
thank you for all the lessons in life that you hav thought us...
and thank you for just being you...
there is so many things i want to thank...
i don't know how other ppl feel or think about you...
but i hav to admit...
you play a big part in my life...
a big part...
and now i feel so damn empty...
please......4 years from now....
or however long you will take to come back...
don't forget us...
don't forget me...
don't forget anyone...
thank you mr tan....
thank you......

2008-02-25T04:15:00.000-08:00

hey hey hey
hm...
today was depressing.....got back my chinses CT...was'nt very appealing
11/60
i mean....wad kind of idiot get this kind of marks...
only me lor...
SIAN AH...
i feel so dumb lah...
and i dun want to know the rest of my results...
probably i should just kill myself silently..
for all you know...
no one would even realise
sigh....i can't believe how certain things turn out to be sometimes...
WAD IS WRONG WITH ME...
i mean.....
how do i explain this...
its just this weird object....hanging in ur chest
very.....depressing
anyone got antidote to "hanging object in chest"?
cuz i seriously need it...
i think im gonna fail CT...
not one paper...
but all...
sian...why i so stupid+dumb+idiotic...
WHY...can like someone tell me...
i bet most of you out there are thinking
"emo kia" or "this is such a drama post"
or some shit similar...
so yea...
AHHHHHHH
sometimes...i just want one day off...
just one day...
or maybe just one hour...
i can lie on my bed
and think about my miserable life...
and probably have a good cry over it...
i know im a guy...and im not gay...
but this kind of emphasizes the sorrow im feeling...
so yea...
thats about all le ba...
byes...

2008-02-23T04:00:00.000-08:00

hey hey hey
today is a saturday
and wad kind of idiot CCAs has training on saturdays?
mine is one of them...
anyway, when to National Head Quaters
comp team training....kind of boring...but tiring lah..good physical training
monday got mo xie and ting xie...
sian ahhh
my sir super funny lah...
bo liao de lah...
told us alot of sick stuff
(which im not gonna post, cuz it would be flagged as a porno website if i did)
hmmm....kind of boring nowadays...
except for the upcoming seeing off mr tan event...
sad...
hope no one cries on that day...
ok lah....those who want to go...tell me
haha
kk
thats about all
byes

2008-02-22T02:50:00.000-08:00

YAY. ITS THE END OF THE COMMON TEST
WHOHOOOOOO
so shoik...but yea....lets just jump for joy while we can....
untill the depressing (for some) results come out...
lol...haha
today had training....as usual....and tomorow oso hav.
sian....full uni....sigh, just hav to do with it...
anyway....today was kind of boring....
someone kp jia wen...im not gonna say who, cuz im gonna be sued as cyber bullying or some shit like tt...nt my class de...
haha
then alfred pour milo in my teriyaki rice...
MY MILO somemore...
diaoz..
then today training suddenly band ppl tell us got someone faint.
run there wei jie call me take stretcher....take le come out..
the person walking say....
erm is fainting and walking away so difficult to differenciate?
lol?
hope tomorow won't be a flop lah..
so yea...
byes

2008-02-20T04:10:00.000-08:00

sigh...common test
is like....wth lah, i think ill get a 0 for A maths if no working marks..
today after school went to play basket ball at the court at the CC there....
bo liao lah...i got in a few 3 pointers...
quite happy le, YAY
lol?
anyway....today was boring lah....i hope chem can get 39/40 hopefully
then chinese...most probably fail le ba..
hope this terrifying thing would be over soon...
anyone got nice piano pop songs to recommend???post at the tag board.
and jia you for CT bah...tmr is e math and lit...sian ....lit..
byes

2008-02-17T03:03:00.000-08:00

hey hey hey
back again....today got church and stuff, nothing much lah actually
then went to jurong library to study with jian hui, alvin and euge.
sigh, A maths i think no hope le, so didnt touch much on it...
then ytd ah...
went to watch kung fu dunk with ek, euge, taylor and eunice
the show is great lah, for me, those who think otherwise, thats ur business, so no need for hate tags...
hmm, then went for dinner at long john, blah blahs
tmr is the start of the CTs le....sian
hope i dun fail, i dun really ask for much lah, so yea...
every one jia you ba
byes

2008-02-15T03:24:00.001-08:00

ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS
haha, the alvin im talking here is ALVIN WO KWOK ONN(3P2)
haha, why leh, is like, today is welcome party for sec 1s
anyway, i was the rep for group 1, today i found out smthing....actually 2 things...
the 1st is that i really suck at motivating ppl who refuse to be motivated..
the 2nd?
is that punhcing lockers hurts....
haha
bo liao right? i know..
anyway, wad you expect me to do har SJAB seniors...
you giv me a group of dead sec 1s dead sec 2s and dead sec 3s...
i cnt really do much you know?
anyway, after the thing, our group got last, not surprising though...
anyway, to the ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS point
cuz is like, we go assemble when everything ended...
then i go shuffle alvin's hair, and said "so cute" and "alvin and the chipmunks"
im not gay, just harmless teasing...
then is like, my sir, loh jia lie AKA sick sir,
ask him to sing bad day, cuz the 1st song in the movie was bad day, then he very angry
hahah
he very funny lah
anyway, ROD for sec 4s is coming
the following ppl are in the comitee...
ME
ALVIN ( i mean, if got me sure got alvin one...so kind of duh)
NABIL
IRNA
ok, so these ppl listen up, see when got time start planning, must let them hav a memoriable ROD, and i want ppl to be so touched that they cry
MUST HAV VIDEO...
anyway, today was sad lah, i think i really suck as a leader...my mdm talked to me about stuff lah, she always does, i guess knocking some sense into me...
CT next week, everyone must jia you
i heard the A maths paper is set by *ahem* and its a level 5 paper...
his class is normally level 3, and the A math textbook is only level 1 to 2, so those not in his class...good luck...
tmr should be going to watch kung fu dunk with a few ppl, those who want to come, msg me in MSN
i should be online today, i think...
or tag, and pray hard i hav ur phone number and look at the tag, or smthing like tt
oh ya, today cuz ridwan in my group
then we keep spamming eqations
EG
E-mc squre....
X= negative B plus minus square root of B square minus 4 A C divided by 2 A
and he said
100 = TKA
i asked him
huh?
then he say 100 kilo = toh kian ann...
its a joke lah kian ann, so no offence hor, if you take offence, im sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
ok, so thats about it for today.
byes

2008-02-14T04:39:00.000-08:00

hmm, today, valentine's...
quite boring except for the TAY CHIN WEN (3P2) kneeling for ALICIA LIM (3P2) incident during recess....of course with a llliiiiittle bit of help...hehe
as you can hear, put up some blog songs, so you can read and enjoy music at the same time...the songs are:
wo bu pei - jay chou
pu gong ying de yue ding - jay chou
apologize - one republic
five days - patrick nuo
and....
if you get married - korean song in audition
if got comment, do leave them in the tag board...
JIA WEN, YOU OWE ME $10!!!!!
haha, CT's are coming, everyone must PIA PIA PIA!!!!!
sian,tmr cnt go support the V ballers cuz mdm yati made ONLY THE SJAB TO STAY
so unfair...sobs, but wad can we do, oh ya, one thing, my fren sent me this..
for my class and t2 ppl, the one on the left might look familiar....
cuz he is none other than......TUAN!!!!!!

super funny right? to think asean scholars do this....HAHAHAHAHHAHAA im laughing my head off...
hahahhahahahahahahahahhahahahhaahahhahahaha
ok(calms down)
tmr welcome party for the sec 1...WHOOOOOO SLACKING TIME...
haha, hope valentine's is over soon, a few more hours, quick quick quick...
who want watch kungfu dunk this sat....tag there<<<<<
kk, thats about all for today, haha
byebye

2008-02-13T04:25:00.000-08:00

Sigh
today is the worst day of the week i guess, not saying that the previous few days has'nt been bad...
today had training again, and guess wad, we had a mock compition (SJAB)
cuz got 4 categories wad:
-footdrill
-first aid (long case)
-first aid (short case)
-TOC (trasnportation of casualty) basically play with strecher lah...
then.... we failed all....except TOC, which was a BARELY pass...
i seriously wonder leh, should i go for the comp.
i mean, last year, we would hav a chance of winning champion cuz the team was talented...
and this year, frankly speaking.....i dun even think me, myself can make it out.
i think im gonna die under the pressure.
maybe alvin should hav been the team commander,
i mean, i hav attitude problem leh....and he is like so nice...(not being sarcastic)
sigh....maybe i shouldnt hav join the team in the 1st place..
maybe jia jie sir mistook me for a potential winner team..
maybe all this is a mistake
i mean, how can life be so bad?
or probably it is just for me...
WHY....
so many questions, yet i never get a single answer..
sigh...
ok, i guess i shall talk about smthing else, shan't be emo, since i doubt anyone sane would even care..
so basically i nearly broke down because of the presure, but i guess you never know if the battle is worth fighting untill you fight it...
so
BPSJABAC TEAM 2008, if you see this, listen...
WE MUST WIN NATIONALS THIS YEAR, YOU HEAR ME?!!!!
ok....that felt great
ok, lets see, wad happened today
forgot to bring my SS exercise book, and i feel super dumb today, i hate not bringing stuff.. and miss trina tay so nice to me....is she trying to make me guilty, or is she really letting me off...
i really don't know...
well, english was as usual, except for more tahn half of the class did not do their hmk...
which was weird..
after that, well that is all boring stuff.
training till 645...i guess thats not bad liao...i pity other CCA's who hav to stay till 7++
anyway, ppl who think im a screw up, please state in the tag board, its around the blog, somewhere on the left if you cnt find it..
tomorow?....valentine's, waste of time for most people, or at least for me...
anyway
wishing all the couples out there an early valentine's day....
that doesnt sound convincing i guess..
anyone want me to link them, put ur link in the tag board oso...
sigh...
maybe i should stop sighing...
ok, thats about all i guess.
byez

2008-02-11T06:23:00.000-08:00

so, lets see, i wa missing from sg for 4 days i think
in KL malaysia, having my new year there
kind of shocking things like.....
-to go from one place to another it takes about 4 hours of car ride...
-the fact that one 5 room here can buy a SUPER big terrece there
i mean, 1st of all, the car ride....seriously, kills...
cuz is like, the car was supposed to be a 7 seater..?
and we had like 10 ppl squeezing....it was hell i tell you...
anyway, my cousin was like SUPER CUTE....
he keep asking his mum "how old am i?"
then is like, the mum keep saying that he is 4 this year...super funny lah...
so i stayed over at my 2nd uncle's house....
kind of boring, its either car ride, or stoning...
i couldnt even take out my PSP to play cuz so many kids, for all you know, one moment the PSP is there, the other, it might end up hell knows where....
the train ride there to KL was like....8 HOURS?
8 BLOODY HOURS LEH
wth lah, is like, so boring...
then when we were returning to SG, the train was suppposed to reach SG at 940?
it ended up returning at 1130...which is ridiculously LATE
i mean....HELLO, I HAV TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMOROW!!!!
then......took a cab, reached home at about 1am?
then school, which is today, did 207 pumping today for comp team training....
super tiring, but i guess its worth it?
and we did "17 pumping" MY FOOT
yea, 17....
"O-N-E ONE T-W-O TWO"
so and so for.....then did i realize.....im not good at spelling numbers...
we actually argued over if 14 was spelt as fourteen or forteen....
Ming hui A.K.A. my bro asked me why everyone say he emo
erm....MING HUI
YOU WERE LIKE
SCREAMING "I AM EMO"
i think thats why ppl kind of got that idea....if you really are emo
CHEER UP
SMILE...( i sound dumb)
anyway, i think i should go sleep le....tmr still got PE....
sian....hope i dun break down
byez

2008-02-11T05:52:00.000-08:00

i cant believe it, im back to blogging
dont really know how many people out there are reading this but yea,
recreated my blog cuz i really hav nothing better to do i guess
besides my life is so "interesting" haha joking
so this shall be my "1st post" ba, doubt anyone would read it, haha